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be kind. rude people suck.

+ (0 comments) / top im bored FULLSTOP

and he's busy.
im stuck here with all my thoughts.
negative ones.
why so slow today time??
hehh.

boring.seriously.
its not like i dont have friends,
i want someone specific.

Xo's;
MissF.
*10.12pm + (0 comments) / top + (0 comments) / top sara said im easily annoyed.

and to think about it,

she's right!

i am.easily annoyed.

so poofpoof!
be gone if you're annoying!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top heyy.
all day long im in front of my laptop.
doing what?
nothing.
clicking here and there.
gaaaahhh.

im bored!
school= home,studying.
holidays=home,doing basically boring stuff.

help me pleasee?

alone here and bored.
i need someone who needs me!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top heyss.
haha.
yeapp.
polyvore?

ive created a polyvore account like few months ago,but never had the chance to create sets.
so here i am,creating sets.
ugly?
so what?
haha.im just bored okay?
i guess you'll be seeing more of my polyvore sets since ive got nothing to do now.==.'

here are my first two sets!:D
enjoy!
if you happen to like it,
tell me tell me!:D

if you dont,
dont tell me kay?HAHA.:P




+ (0 comments) / top if people were to ask me this one simple question.

"are you an independent person?"

the answer would be so simple.
easy.

"no."

"why?"

"because they wont let me be."

so what's gonna happen to me in future?
if i were to be needed somewhere outside Miri?
easy.

i just dont survive.

"why?"

"because they wont let me."

"so when are you going to learn?"
easy.

"never." + (0 comments) / top I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THESE SHITS.
PLEASE.

NO.
I DONT WANNA SAY PLEASE.

JUST THIS.
I WANT MY LIFE.
MY OWN FRIGGIN LIFE.

I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF SO LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.

FOR GODS SAKE
I AM 2O YEARS OLDDD.
OLD.
OLD.
OLD.

DONT MAKE ME GO AWAY AND LEAVE YOU GUYS.

LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.

LET ME,
LIVE MY OWN LIFE.

LET.ME.LIVE.MY.OWN.LIFE.

+ (0 comments) / top u know what?
holidays are supposed to be fun.
stress-LESS.
but when you're living a life like mine,
the possibilities of having fun during hols;
equals to?

= impossible.

ok ok.
too much.
well, let me rephrase that,

ALMOST impossible.
but still,
impossible.

sigh sigh sigh.
i still do not know how long am I gonna have to go through b-o-r-i-n-g holidays.
i wanna go out with friends please?
that's all ive ever wanted.
how hard it is to just let me go?
sheesh.
it's not like im going out till midnight.

tsssk.
i guess my f-u-n moment is officially over.

just great.
thanks my loved ones.
thanks a lot.

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heloo.

*big smiles*
*gringrin*
*raise eyebrows*

ya know what that means?
ooooohhhh.
no more friggin exams woohoo!;)

hehhe.

malas la wanna update on what did i do kay?
i dont want the whole world to know.
just this: i had FUN.;)

the definition of MY fun is not the same as the biatch okay friends?;)
you know who you are friends.
so leave me some words in my cbox if you know who the biatch is;(dont go and reveal btw.:p )
and if you think you are my friend that im talking about.haha!
im sure you guys know who you are baa.*winks*

ohh.im having a real headache.
like so real.
hahh.i know.lame.
but but yea,it hurts.BADLY.

so..what else?
hmm.weight?
increasing each and everyday.
hmm.social networking?
dooh.addictivee.(facebook baa.)


a little note to jessica and gizia sayangs,
sila telefon saya.
ahahahha!
kidding.
the real message;
please meet up!joommm.no more exam niiii!
hahahahaxD
jessicaaaa!kay kay?
gizia,we wait for jess amik kita.hahahahaxD

in need of a girls day out.

Xo's;
Miss F.


+ (0 comments) / top heloo.
been busy=less updates.

went to a random pedi!(sara la yaa.)
naah pictures.
and ohh.
i still have exams,so again,=less updates.;)

i will be backkkkkkkk~
:D
soon!

take care sweetie pies!

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top hello.

people?

they come in various types.hahh.
like things?
no no.
at least we know things doesn't have feelings.

people?
hmm.
ada yang polite,kasar,back stabber,baik, dan sebagainya.

unfortunately,(well sometimes)
my part time job requires me to be around people.
even if i graduate later on,i still need to be around people.
correction. work around people. work WITH them.work FOR them.
sighh.
dont get me wrong.
i love being around people,
i mean, who wants to be a loner,ey?
but sometimes people are just too hard to deal with.
and sometimes,

lam bahasa sarawak,
molah mek jerak nak keja ngan org ya lagik.

bukan apa,
if you dont like something,(example my work)
can you just please say it nicely?
ask for what you want nicely.
text about what you need to say or what you're not satisfied with,
nicely.

im so friggin sure its not that hard.
and doesn't it make you feel better being by being nice and all?
sighh.
bukan marah,tapi kesal.
let me emphasize that,

bukan marah,tapi kesal yang teramat.

sometimes they just dont appreciate us.
we're NOT sales girls/man.
we're different.

isnt it good enough that i am willing to do it for you?
instead of wasting your money for same quality?
hmm?
bukan mengungkit,tapi sedih.

wahh.
i didnt know sometimes i can be really fragile.
cepatnya kcik ati.
hoho.

people,
cuba2 la appreciate org yer?
or at least TRY.

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top
eva mendes?
ehh bukann.
heliza?
ehhh pun bukan.
hehehehehe:p

more in my photoblog!;)

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heyy.
exam.uhh.
internal marks are out.
uhh.
i got only 1 mark for MS individual?wtffffffff!

but no no,thats not the total mark.heheh.:p
but again,WTF!!

i want mr awanggggggg backkk.
hahahaxD

ok now i need to go study.shhheeshh.

Xo's:
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top


say hi to my new friend!;p

thanks B!
had fun today!(= next time lagi okay?*winks*

p/s: i miss you darl giz!!:(

Xo's!
Miss F.

*11.11pm + (0 comments) / top heloowww(:

p/s:i miss the boyfriend a lot!:(

had fun today..
but but i do not know whether i should be happy cuz fun is here,
cuz the fact is i have to worry about my examssss!:(
but thanks babes,for all the f.u.n.;)

did a random photo shoot today..
my very first bertudung model.heehh:p
interesting,ey?hehehe.

im so so tired.
i was blabbering/complaining about me;forgetting my flip flops.
i feel crazy taking pictures with high heels wtf.
and because of that; my feet hurts like hell.great.
but on the bright side, i loike the pictures.(;
Ive always liked outdoor shots.
hehehe.

and ohh.
we went to desserts for some ice cream cuz it was so friggin hot!
and i still want ice cream.hee.

pictures?soon.okay?
till then.

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heloos.
hey hey i had funn weee:p
but i seriously need to start worrying about my exams;coming SOON!!
noooo.
need to pass.and continue,only then i'll be happier than ever!;D

leave that,thankyouverymuch.
let me worry about that own my own.

why bitch?
cuz she's such a slut.aaa.
geram.
but you know what?
each and everyone of us here have wayyy better life than you.
TRUST ME.
so could you just fucking stop trying to prove all that to us?
we will never forget what you have done to us;always.never.ever.
you're still that bitch that we know.
foreber.hahh.
im so evil omg.but wtf.

but you know what,
you'll get to taste your own bitchy-ness back.
be ready for it bitch.
like i said,
i can really be a bitch if you're acting like an asshole.

and ohh.
fyi,

no one likes you.
at all.


hehh.
Xo's(LOTS OF IT);
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top hellos.
obama bunoh lalat?
hahaha.
i find it funny.
where else can you find a non-fake president?
laughs-out-loud.

interesting,no?

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top yes yes.
hot steamy delicious gossips.
hehh.:p

found a new gossip partner!woohoo!x)
same brain:same thoughts:same level of hatred to this one particular person.

yeayysss!:p
blablabla,then suddenly came up with this idea.well,not really an idea,just a phrase.or a sentence.or a statement.

let me quote the exact phrase/sentence/idea.
"yucky somethin somethin of the month."
ok ok,i forgot what's the exact phrase/sentence/word/idea,
but,
i came up with this;
"yucky-iest person of the month."

hahahaha.i know i know.
i can really be evil sometimes.
note that; sometimes.

blame me for being a normal person!
teehee.

but then again,even if i have the winner for that particular award,
im not THAT evil yet to publish and declare who's the winner.
heheh.;)

but,as long as we know who that is,
i'll keep my lips sealed!;)

toodlelly people!
have a nice day and dont be bullied.:p

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top morning.(;

see,i feel like changing my blog layout.
but but i kinda love this layout,but im getting bored with it.
i want a colorful blog.hee.:p

what do you think?

exams coming soon=studying=HELL boring.
whatevs,as long as i wont fail.
i-do-not-wanna-fail.

wish me luck!

i need hugs and a vacation.

anyone?

Xo's;
Miss F.

*11.05am + (0 comments) / top internet sucks.
even slower than a snail,slower than a tortoise,slower than an old granny,slower than whatever-that-is-slow-than-slower.

yes.that sloww.fuck.
now i cannot do my work.
now i can kiss goodbye to all my semangat-to-get-it-all-done.

gaaaahh!
im soo mad i can slap anyone right now!
tssssk.


*10.03pm. + (0 comments) / top owlas.
read the title and thats how i feel right now.
ohh today was laksa day.
ahh headache.

later people.
toodles.

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top helooww.
*omg trok na jwak cdak tvshow mentor ya nyanyi oo?*

hehh.
im actually sleepy.cuz im super duper full.
and i still have my donuts and cake.dooh.
how the hell im gonna lose weight,i dont know.
i dont even care nemore.

oooohhh.*macam tok bunyinya;uuuuuuuuhhh.*
i have a lot in my mind.about?
things i WANT.and prolly NEED.

so lets see...
i want handsfree.correction.i NEED one.
i want new pair of jeans.
i want books.
i want flash.
i want new shoes.
i wanna do pedicures.
i want a new handbag.
i want headbands.(is that what it is?)
i wanna go shopping.

ohh maybe i should put my wishlist in my blog.
just to make sure i can work for it.
maybe.just maybe.

and ohh.i need to go pee.

toodles.
i'll be back.bear with me.




+ (0 comments) / top ola.
now,this one particular post is for someone,yes,someone specific.
just hopefully he'll get the hint im trying to give out here.

for your information,
if you happen to be here reading whatever im writing here,
i'll say extra please for you not to.
why?
cuz it's enough already i dont have all the time and place in the world own my own,
so here is THE ONLY place where i can be me.
where i can say whatever i want to,whatever i feel like.
okayss?

now now.
if you refuse to leave,i'll say just try not to say anything about this blog,
to me,in my face.okay?just b a silent reader or something.
but!
i still prefer you NOT TO BE HERE AND READ.

i dont want you to stalk me everywhere.
especially here.
thankyouverymuch.

now,did i,or did i not make it clear,extra clear for you to understand?

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top dont you think this girl here looks like me??
wtf.in some ways it scares me.i found her on facebook.LOL.
in adam's profile.im sorry i took the picture without permission,but but but i just had to!
she looks almost exactly like me,no??
again,sorry i stole the picture,whoever she is.:p

and ohh,

she-is-so-not-ME! + (0 comments) / top heloowss.
tag?WOW. i almost forgot that it even existed.haha!
oissh cik fara,bes lalu tag!100 gk ya!hahahahxD
mentang2 lamak dah x molah tag,nang brayas!hihihihihixp
anyhoots,here u go!;)

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged.

(To do this, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people then click publish post.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: aek xda kaler.
2. Last phone call: hubby
3. Last text message: sarahunn
4. Last song you listened to: empty streets
5. Last time you cried: last few weeks i think

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: check
7. Been cheated on: nawp
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nawp
9. Lost someone special: check
10. Been depressed: nawp
11. Been drunk and threw up: nawp

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. white
13. black
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yeapp
16. Fallen out of love : nawp
17. Laughed until you cried: yeap.
18. Met someone who changed you: yeap
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeap.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeap
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: nawp
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all i guess
23. How many kids do you want?: depends
24. Do you have any pets: yeapp
25. Do you want to change your name:nawpp
26. What did you do for your last birthday:with me hubby(:
27. What time did you wake up today: dunno
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping.
29. Name something/someone you CANNOT wait for: hubby!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: :(
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: ive no regrets.whats done is done.
32. What are you listening to right now : Phonography-britney
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: HHAHA.yes.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: allergies.==.' i dont want them.x bes.
35. Most visited webpage:facebook
36. Whats your real name: Nur Erfina
37. Nicknames: fynna,effi,fynn==.'
38. Relationship Status: so taken.
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Primary school: skam
42. Secondary school: smkm
43. High school/college/university? : curtin
44. Hair color: blackie
45. Long or short: long/short:p
46. Height: 155cm:(
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : yeapp
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything.LOL.HAHAHA!kiddin:p
49. Piercings: ears
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: none
53. First piercing: dunno
54. First best friend: Noor shuhada
55. First sport you joined: track team
56. First vacation: cant recall
58. First pair of trainers: lalalala~x ingat oyy.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nawp
60. Drinking: nawp
61. I’m about to: giving up answering these questions.
62. Listening to: BRITNEY.-womanizer
63. Waiting : gg to load.

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: err?
65. Get Married?: of course.
66. Career?: one cool lady photographer.LOL.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugsandkisses.
69. Shorter or taller: SHORT!:p
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: why would i?
77. Drank hard liquor: nawpp
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nawp
79. Sex on first date: nawp
80. Broken someone’s heart: errr.maybe?
82. Been arrested: nawp
83. Turned someone down: yeap.
84. Cried when someone died: yeap
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yeapp
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: nawp
89. Heaven: yeap.
90. Santa Claus: HAHA.
91. Kiss on the first date: nawp
92. Angels: yeap.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yeap
95. Did you sing today?: yeap
96. Ever being cheated by somebody?: nawp(i dunno,maybe kan?cheat ba,u wudnt know.)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i was born
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: none
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeap

FARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!i blame you for this nevr ending questions and my tired fingers.xD

i dont wanna tag anyone.;)

im kind.LOL.fara you evil!HHAHAHA! kidding dear;)

hihihihihi:p

Xo's;

Miss F.

+ (0 comments) / top heloowws.
yeay i got new songs yeayy thanks adam(:
p/s:i miss me hubby.heheh.a new start,no?p/s in the beginning of a post.:p

owhkayy.i was too busy blogging about how much i envy them(NOT!)till i forgot to mention that I'm done with my presentation! one good news,and two bad news.uhuh.like you guessed, exams.
my presentation..twas okay i guess.the lecturer asked few question and it looked good,so i hope it IS good.pray for me!*fingers crossed!*

ohh.did about digital photography for my presentation.;)

what else?nothing much.
i'm still not over with them.i-just-cant-help-it.
i-just-cant-get-it-off-my-mind-like-seriously!!!
laugh.my.arse.out.

ohhh giz darlinn!i wish you're here with me!;)

ouhh.i just realize that im actually sleepy.but but i still wanna go onlineeeee.

*yawnnnns.
zzzzzzzzzzz.
off to bed.
*11.20pm

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top LOOK! aint that just heaven?ahh.yess.separated skittles.red n purple ones are mine.others?
whatevv.
and this,is one of the must-haves.;)
bad quality pictures=i want a new phone!heheh.
adoy.sakit bahu.toodles!

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top hello people!;)
i miss my powerful blogging words.unfortunately,its gone missing,a-g-a-i-n.
so you have to bear with my un-fun-to-read sentences.okay?
so,you see,
i find it funny when they try so hard;(and when i say hard,i mean really. hard.)to prove to people that they have a "great" life.ok ok,i admit that i dont have my own "great" life,and i also admit that i get jealous of other people as well,but not them.
cuz somehow i feel they're so pethatic.
trust me.
if you know them,you'll be saying the same thing.
blame me for being a judgemental person,but i have my own reasons,when it comes to,them.
laugh.out.really.loud.

okay,fine.sorry.i just can't help it okay?
i just plain hate them.
and if you're wondering,
yes,i am reffering to someone spesific.
which;im so not going to reveal.:p

p/s:i sometimes hate my life,but i am happy with the way things are.(=

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heyyss.
hehe.look at my cute lil skittles.there are all red and purple only.;)
my favs.

ahaa.
i guess it's summer all the way in miri.
don't you think so?
well,most of the time it's all about sun.
hee.
so why not enjoy it?;) this is what i do on a hot sunny day.x)
*credits to sara for the images(;

p/s:i wish they invented contact lenses that can go into water.underwater lenses.waseh. + (0 comments) / top my firefox looks like this.:p

ok ok ,im supposed to do my presentation slides.
toodles!

Xo's;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top hey there peeps!:D
so last time i bought this book,(which ive been looking for) and yeay i finally have it!woohoo!
cecelia ahern's the gift.;) the sacrifice of money for this baby here,sigh.hahahaxD but! as usual,i just loveee cecelia ahern's books. but "if you could see me now" is still my favourite tho.this one is so so saddd.boohoo.tapi extremely bes dibaca oleh me.;)

and this cute lil pink book here?i just cant help it.everytime i run away from it,it calls my name.==.' i just had to.hehehe.lom abis baca gk.hee.

uhh blame the new popular now.all my money buang ke cya jak bli buku and my mom is so not happy about it.haha!ohh well,good to buy books than other stuff ba kan?:p but but ohh!i just loveeee the new popular!;) ya bok kdey buku namanya!hehehehe.i can really stay there for hours!;)

teehee.

i miss reading comics,and books that i read time gik kecik2.so my current addiction is buying doraemon.i think i have 20 of it by now already.==.' i want rak buku gigantic!!anyone?:p

and ohh.i feel like buying enid blyton's book.but the price dah nait ba:( i miss his books.hoho.
maybe it's gonna be my next addiction.:p i want booookkkkksssss.but only nice ones.teehee.

p/s:kak ema,im still looking for pilot silver pens.if jumpa,BELI! i'll pay you later.beli 2 ka.eih.dari rya org pdh.haha! sapa2 jumpa pen pilot kaler silver bli k?lak baya:D harhar.

wish me luck for my presentation tomorrow people!

LovesLoves;
Miss F.
*12.45pm


+ (0 comments) / top i want a room where i can just hide from everyone.
shut myself in,without any care.
sometimes people just simply forget how important one is.
not until its gone.

but most of the time,
that would be;

too late.

don't you think so? + (0 comments) / top hey there.
im just too lazy to blog.
but i do have updates.
but when im bored i do not now how to make good sentences.
i am really bad in explaining things.
which is why i spoil things most of the time.
im tired,im bored,im uninspired,im moody im everything i dont wanna be.
i really need someone to just be there and just be there.
i dont care if other people wont listen to me,i just need the close ones to listen.
sighh.always the same problem,no?
what to do.

i have this presentation this tuesday..
wish me luck,cuz i need that;considering the fact that i havent start a thing yet.
and soon,finals.
i just dont wanna fail,fullstop.

p/s:i want my own room.

xo's;
Miss F.
*10.57am + (0 comments) / top

hey there peeps!
finally im feeling much better now and i can get back to my work.==.'
not quite what im hoping for,im afraid.
ohh well.i enjoy the results anyways,so hopefully you will too!
sneak peeks as usual,more coming soon,so stay tuned!:D
*and this time its me n the bf,so the watermark is shah.fynna photography:p
hee.check out my couple photoblog, jojoe took great shots of a wedding he attends emm ohh-im-not-sure-when.;) and also some jazz fest shots;)

click here ok?!x)

xo's,
Miss F.
*it is soo not 5am.tssk.its 8.25pm.==.'



+ (0 comments) / top hellos.
how was your weekend?great?
good.
mine?
exhausting.
been hired for the weekend,and seriously i didnt know that this work could be so tiring.==.'
fun,yep,but tiring.
its so freakin hot as in HOT,sampai sekarang sudah demam.
got this presentation next week,and now i caught this fever.just great.
lot of work to do,so little time.(as usual)
there's never enough time,dont you think?
ohh well.its time to eat meds,get well faster faster,and get back on track.
on the bright side,i get to spend some quality time with the boyfriend!:)

things to do; editing,family pictures and preparation for the presentation.==.'

ohh.visit my youtube aites?
i made this video with my team mates,(adam & fizah) for our very own IT project.:p
just type in rename14 or IT061 okays?:)
feel free to comment!
umm what else?
will be uploading wedding pictures soon i guess,after ive done the editing.

uhhh.tired tired tired.x boleh sakit.not now.
till then,
take care people.

Xo's;
MissF.