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be kind. rude people suck.

+ (0 comments) / top ok shoot me for blogging my hearts out today.

har-har.

i suddenly felt like blogging,
but Ive nothing to blog about; which ends to the crappy posts results.
im going out tomorrow that's good news yay!

***
sometimes you have something to say but you cant say it or didn't get the chance to say it till you just have to keep it to yourself or maybe its much much better if you don't say it out cuz it might hurt other people's feelings?or maybe ohkay you just have a problem saying it out politely.ok wtf am i writing here i don't know btw it was just a question so go think whether you ever feel that way and if you come up with a solution lemme know hahass.


bye now!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top doesn't the picture says it all?
no matter how imperfect my love is,
i always store it in here *points heart* for you.

love is; a lot of things.
perhaps a dream, gone if you wake up.

perhaps a drug, addictive.

perhaps a knife, stabs you when you're not looking.

perhaps a doctor, cures all you pain.

perhaps a song, stuck in your head all day long.

perhaps a nightmare, scares you to death.

perhaps a scar, that stays.

perhaps a lot of things.

love for your family, love for your husband, love for your wife, love for your fiancee, love for your boyfriend, love for your friend, love for your pets,, and the list goes on..


and i,
will be giving all my love to you.

*winks*

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top mind you,
i never get to have my own privacy.
never had something, that i own; alone.
never,ever i tell you.

ok maybe im exaggerating a bit but hey,thats how i felt, and feel.
so the ONLY thing that i feel like i really and i mean REALLY feel like its MINE,
is my camera.
and my passion in capturing moments.

it hurts when;ohh never mind.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top hello.
here's something that has been on my mind these few days.
should i just delete that post?
or maybe i shouldn't have post it after all but there's no way i can turn back the time,no?

just FYI,
i am not here to brag,i am not here to show off, i am not here to compete either.
im here,just to SHARE.
sometimes i get too excited about something,
and so the reason why i blog here and post up pictures and stuff.

i am JUST a beginner,
i want to IMPROVE.
i have NO INTENTIONS to COMPETE,
im just a nobody who had a hard time discovering herself,
and now that Ive found it,
thats why i try really hard to IMPROVE.

so could you please stop telling me that i have this and that,
cuz mann you will NEVER KNOW.
you will NEVER know.

peace dude.
hahass.
imma just sit at a corner and continue do my work.
ive never bothered you,and will never.
chill kay?

i dont share DETAILS of my life here,
so again.
you DO NOT KNOW.

chill will ya?
relax.im not gonna steal your spotlight if thats you're worried about.;)

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top heyyy there.
i dont feel like blogging nor going online lately.

i just feel like lying down and rest without a care and listen to songs..
and the list goes on.
im not actually tired or anything,
its just that i wanna laze around the house..
even perfect if im home alone.;)

celebrated raya haji at y gma's place, so yeahh.
im going off to labuan this 9th,
i am a bit excited to go, cuz its been a while i didnt visit my cuzzies there,
plus i get to do a wedding shoot for them so that excites me a bit.

but,i wont be seeing the boyfie before i go and that s super sad.:(
missing the boyfie loadsss!
love you muchos.heheh.

the car is here,
prolly means its gonna be easier for me to have photoshoots and stuff,
but its not like i get to go out as i please,
so theres no point after all.

okayy enough blabbing.
see what i mean by i dont feel like blogging?
i am boring enough,
but even worse now i might bore you to death.


goodbye now.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top Teaser.;)

More on my photo blog.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top
blablablabla.
im too lazy to come up with words.
im tired.
so yeahh,
ive bought the latest cecelia ahern's book.
i dont even know there's a new book until i saw it in popular but i end up buying it in Belle's.
pfffft.
i need to STOP spendinggg~
my money went out like running water.
BWAHAHA.
nice english, no?
harhar.


and ohh?
that MU thingy is for the boyfie.:)
finally!
ive been looking for that for agesss i tell ya.
heheh.
not really the design that im looking for but yeaah since its so hard to find here so watevv.
lets just hope the boyfie loves it.;)

bahhh.
toodles!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top teaser? ;) + (0 comments) / top one thing about being a media student,
its harddddd to enjoy movies.
trust me.
cuz u tend to judge,critique, well, basically have SOMETHING to say about the movie.
pssssshhhh.
that is so not fun.
its so hard for me to really enjoy a movie now.
so yeahh.
ive been watching few movies during my free hols;
and planning to watch more.
heheh.
so ive watched 2012 already.


its lame.
to me.HAHA.:P
its predictable, its too animated-ish, its just soo err unreal.
so yeahh.
:P



and this? its just ok lahhhh.


these two is good.go watch!hehehehe.



especially UPPPP!ok im so outdated but hell its a good movie!
hahahas.
ok blame me for loving cartoons so much.
bwahahaha.

feels like watching movies with hot chocolate,under a cozy blanky, awwwww u go on imagine.
i wish i can do that with me hubby.:(

ok lahh.
later.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top yayy finally i bought myself a new earphone,cuz my ipod is earphone-less.hahas.
the old one errr died.haha.
so yea,i bought that,a decent but not too expensive one and also a decent speaker as well.
heheh.
one that prolly i can bring along to my photoshoots!:D
if only the batteries are well you know.
cuz i always feel like its better to have music during photoshoot.
hehehe.



and would you just look at that???
my tiny is so bossy!hahahahXD
sorry kotor aek.hehe.
and also 4 d photo quality.
hehehe.
but look at tinyyy omgggg!
hahahah:D
so bossy.
and also vain.
super vain!
hahahahah.
cutest thing ever.:)

and ohhh.
had a photo shoot today with kak nadia giz and d friends.
will upload soon (prolly.)
hehehehehe.:D

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top heloo!!
look what the boyfie bought for me!:D
meet tiny!so cuteeeee.hehehehe.:D
ive another one, dah besar.hehe.
i like em small!
cuteeee!hehehehe.and he bought guppies too!weeee!ehehehehe.
but no pictures.hee.

okay im happy today!:D
cuz finally everything's here;)
meet my muffin.;)



and thanks again sayang,for the bag!;)

love you muchoss.:P


and ohh.this is what i did for him;)
for our 1st anniversary (belated:p ) prezzie.

ok lahhh.
im too excited to blog.

my white something is here too!;)

so yeahhhh.
definitely a great day.:)

toodles!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top



im backkkk wooot woooot.:P
check out more in my photo blog please and thank you very much.
harhar.

bahhhh.
thats it for now.:)

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top follow who?me?you?
gettin' rusty.hehh.
need to start practicing again.
not in a mood to blog tho.

toodles.
i need someone;p/s.

Xo's;
MissF.

still FML. + (0 comments) / top FML. + (0 comments) / top hellooooo.
ive more time to update now since its the holidays so yeah.

the last day i was in campus i went to library;
and you see, we have 2 floors,so u need to get in a lift la kann.

so i went in laa.
but i think this guy up here was probably

a) shy.
b) hates me.
c) scared of me.
d) hates the fact to share the lift with another person.
e) fill in the blank.

hahaha.
cuz he was like standing reeaaaaallly cloooose with the door lift;or is it lift door whichever it is,
and yeahhhh.

it seems like he wants to run out even before the door opens.
hahaha.

but im sure i smell nice laa.
cuz i just sprayed perfume and plus i smell nice so yeahh.
dont think so because i stink was the reason why.
hahas.

even before we went in, he looks at me as if he wants me to go in for the next one.
serious.
haha.

and ohh.
one secret from yesterday's post will be revealed today.



tahhhhdahhh!
okay it sounds ugleyh.

taaaaaa-daaaaaaa!:D

yeay,isnt it?yeay,no,yes,no?
hahahas.
still waiting for something.
so one revealed,
another one in.

two more secrets to be revealed.
konon laa secrets.
hehehe.


bahhhh.
shout out to hubby;
i love you sayang!

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top hello!

up,up,upgrading~
soon.

hee.
upgrading what?where?when?
guess.
you'll know very soon.;)

i did something today..
again,
you'll know very soon.;)

so much for an update ey?
im being all secretive today.
hehehehehehe.

my holiday started err today,
my last paper was yesterday so yeahh.
im kinda free now and i miss doing photoshoots boohoohoo.

and my mom is watching gerak khas now
and i still think its super lame cuz i think for many many years the stories are still the same.
sorry but yeah.
and omg they have international actors and man they suckk.
i mean,why not get the good actors??whyy ba?
economy.HAHA.
reasons why Malaysians dont watch malay dramas that much i guess?
assumptions.blergh.

im sorry im not very friendly with my words today cuz i think im just too lazy to think that much.
plus my english;its always all over the place (i think you should figure that out loooong time ago) so yeahh.

ive gained fat,but not weight.
hmm.
how is that possible im not sure.
im getting fat, especially my tummy;pretty tummy,
you wouldnt want me to describe more cuz it would sound gross.
harhar.

*even my boyfriend thinks im fat now.sigh.
HAHA.
thats how serious it is.
teehee.
well probably i would still look hot and confident?
HAHA.

or.....
maybe not.
haha.
i wanted to paste my face there but im just too lazy.
HARHAR.
just imagine la kay?
i dont mind.lollollol.

bahhh.
off to bed.

:P

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top

told you my life lately is pretty much being around her.bwahaha.
just so you know we're both straight.
HAHAS.
ohh yeahh it was raining.reason why we look like that.hehe.

ohh.HELLO peeps!:D
so yeahhh,as i was saying,
life is pretty much being around with that woman.
hahaha.
we did a cover of hush hush by pcd todayy yayy!
im gonna upload here and tell me what you guys think kay?;)



ohh how i wish i have my own room that has echos.
hee.at these times i wish i have my bulky muffin.grr.it was really a nice scene.(:

bahhhh.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top hello!(:


we bought the same flip flop yayyy!:D
*sorry gamba kaki.hehehehehehehhehehe:P


harhar.:P
i love you darling.HAHA.:P


p.s: sayang, you buy me a jersey jak kay so that kmk spasang ngn sayang.HAHAHAXD

so yeahh,my life lately is pretty much being around with that girl up there.
hehehehe.
exams almost done then yay!
three months holidays for me boohoohoo.
hopefully it wont be a boring one this year.
sigh sigh sigh.

ehh btw im super pissed off by that guy.
please?fuck off.
i dont belong in your life circle so shooooo.
stop acting like you care when you dont.
its too lateee and dont disturb me cuz i dont care either.
seriously.

i may look stupid but i know stuff.-quote by giz 2009.
yeapppp.

i may not be the smartest person you have ever met, but i do have a brain if you didnt notice?
grrr.

bahhh.
i go do something else first.

youuu.
stop "talking" to me as if im gonna care and "listen".
eeeee.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top

please ohh please do not let me fail.
dont lahh kay?i is dont want fail anymore.
im trying as hard as i can ohh please no failllll!!!


+ (0 comments) / top heyyyy.
my lecturer used to say or answer us this;
everytime when we ask questions to him.
his answer would always be,

"go and google it."

or

"if you don't know what that means,google it."

so,you see, earlier tonight i was wondering if i could do this?



naaah.tried to press enter but nothing useful.heh.:P
so i guess some things never change ey?
hehehehe.
in the end it will always look like this.




so again,
good luck peeps.

and to the most important person who needs luck(s) the most,
good luck fynna.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top but,
i understand.
i seriously do understand.

and i hope you do too.
and yes,i seriously do hope you understand why im like this.

+ (0 comments) / top .....all you need to do was say sorry all the way.
at least i know you felt guilty to me,
at least i know im still important,
at least i know that what i feel; matters to you.

im sorry but i cant help to feel like ive been betrayed;in some ways.

+ (0 comments) / top warning.
one emo post coming up ahead.

seriously,i have never been so effing stressed as now ever in my whole life.
i feel like everything is turning its back on me wtf.

okay maybe im exaggerating much,
or maybe im not.

i think somehow all these are just too much for me to handle at one time.
with finals coming soon (like VERY soon), with me not knowing my internal marks, and not knowing how to actually study like, in a proper way, with some other problems keep on coming my way, and things that i didnt expect to happen,just happened.

it feels like ive been thrown out of the window and crashed to bits.
seriously.

i may sound pathetic to write all these bullshits here;
but YEAH ITS MY BLOG SO WHAT.leave if you have a problem with it.
am not trying to do anything here but you see sometimes when you dont know what else to do or who to turn to anymore its always good to write about it.
err and let the whole world know(like what im doing right now)

that,you have to think twice or even more,
buttt the fact is that its actually not really a good thing to do,so whatever.

and to think that tea's gonna make my day today pfft.(okay thats random)

i am grateful for all the things that happened to me,
yes really,
and thank you to those people; who uhmm well just thank you for every single thing.

omg im like all clueless i dont even know what to do,or feel or uhmm yeahh,
and im like here typing craps wtf and even chocolates doesnt work for me now.

i dont know what to do,
im not sure how to face all this,
im not sure how would you react if i dont react the way you expect me to,
or if i react the way that you wont like me to.

(shiteee i hate this feeling(s) a lotttt fuck fuck fuck.)

okay im like typing and deleting typing and deleting typing and deleting wtfff.

okay i think i seriously need help.
but i cant tell this to anyone.i cant.
i just cant.

which makes my condition and feelings even more worse fuck fuck fuck.

okay now i think like i should state that my blog is not for all ages cuz i swear too much wtf.

okay i think i should STOP. + (0 comments) / top hello!(:
been spending study week with darling here.
hehehe.
good luckkk for your exams everyoneee!:D


this?
because im just too lazy to put on my own sandals and i had to go to the toilet and i borrowed giz's flip flops.HAHA.

i feel so small. NOT.
hahahahahas.
but yes,the slipper is wayy to big for me.( i know over lalu jakk)
but again, its WAYYYYY TO BIGGG.
HAHAHAHA.:P



but whatever it is darling,
i love you to the max!!:D :D


p/s: i love your picture there nak?
but my face is like bleerrghh,so i edited.LOL.

Xo's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top
loooookkkk!!!
super cute okay?
hahahahhaa.

bahhh.
thats all.

;P

xO's;
MissF. + (0 comments) / top hello.
its study week now and im in campus studying.
kononnya laaa.
eh eh.
yes i do study.heheh.

ive photosss!
but i cant share with you now cuz im in campus blogging.
hehh.:P

theres pretty much nothing to share right now just that i need to get back on my studies.

good luck for your finals peeps!:)

im off.
wow i feel so professional typing on this seriously loud and noisy keyboard.

toodles.
Xo's;
MissF.

p/s; it makes me feel like i dont wanna stop typing eventho i have to like delete a lot of times bcuz of the number of typos that ive made.:D + (0 comments) / top hello.(:

im left with one more assignment and then i can concentrate on my finals.
boooo.


so now that i have installed tweetdeck, i pretty much dont have to open my browser and hit the f5 button each time.(:



thanks to them peeps who are using tweetdeck so now im using it too.:)
hehe.

bah bah .
need to do my work.


Xo's;
MissF.