just another blog

2010-01-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

MOVED!:D

http://fynnaerfinna.tumblr.com/

my bday.

2010-01-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

just a short post;

a huge thanks to everyone!

thank you for everything.
thank you for making my 21st a special one.:)

Love,
Fynna.

a 6th Jan 2010 photo.

2010-01-06T19:06:00.001+08:00

kurang sharp.
needs practice.

cry?

2010-01-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

hello.

have you ever experience crying in your sleep?
well i do.
and it has been a long time i didn't get one of those.

and in case you're wondering why i asked,
cuz i had one last night and hell i hate it when that happens.
i really hate it when you had a really good sleep and out of a sudden you wake up crying like hell.

hahas.
it sounds funny yes, but it hurts.
it is so not pleasant to, you know , cry early in the morning,
especially when you just woke up and not knowing the reason why the tears are err there.

lagik2 bila teseduk2 jak nangis.

like wtf?
haha.

but today was a bit different cuz i remembered perfectly why i cried.
sigh.

hope you'll get well soon cik.

Love,
MissF.

2010-01-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

==.''

another one!

2010-01-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

and another one!

we will be doing more so bear with us.harhar.

enjoyy!;)

these two are amongst the people i love the most.:))

Trio cover!:p

2010-01-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

enjoyyy!

"cuz we are amazing people."-Fynna 2010.

ROTFL.

2010-01-03T19:22:00.002+08:00

h e l u.

okay i find this emm.rather amusing.
okay no.
hilarious.
HAHAHA.

i mean, COME ON!
its like so famous(konon la) and its translated in Bahasa?
it sounds super lameeeee.
ehhuwww.

not that i dislike bahasa, but,ohh im guessing you know what i mean!
is this lame or whatttt.

HAHAHA.
i find it seriously funny.

bahh.
Xo's;
MissF.

Chasing Pavements.

2010-01-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

You might wanna turn down your volume a bit.LOL.

enjoy!;)

Loves;
MissF.

cupido!

2010-01-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

FINALLY i own this!:D

huge thanks and hugs and kisses to darling giz!:D
i love you for this.
bwahahahah:P
kidding darl.you know i love you LOL.:Pmeet Mr Cupido.
Whos gonna spread more love.;)

Love;
MissF.

photographer?

2010-01-01T17:35:00.004+08:00

hey(:

terbaca la that day sis nono pun post in her blog,
which is something that's always on my mind;
and agree on 100%.

its about "Owning a DSLR doesnt make you a photographer.."
you can view her post here;

click here!

so i wanna share few of my photos that i took,
before i had DSLR.(:
no other intentions,
just to inspire peeps out there to just follow your passion.;)
i am nowhere near to perfect,
but hopefully in a way,
i can inspire you guys.;)

so here goes.
ohh btw my camera last time was sony T2.(=

forgive the lameness cuz back then i was even lamer then now.hahasss:P

and,i didnt have proper photo editor too back then you know.
IF you find my photos are nice, SEE! you can also take beautiful photos with whatever camera you have.;)

btw i still love my T2 camera.seriously.
the recording thingy rocks!:P

so go on,
take pretty pictures!:D

we know we can.;)
here's something for you to think about;

"..believes that art and imagination lies inside, it is something that one has to dig deeper and something that can’t be taught; but can be explored."- Fynna 2009.

HAHA.:P

Loves;
MissF.

blog!

2010-01-01T16:56:00.006+08:00

heyyyyyy.
ohhh wow i didnt know i would miss blogging this much.

happy new yearrrr!:)
gee, its 2010 already?
to be honest im not quite ready for it YET.
sighhh what to do, lets just pray for a better year this year shall we?(:

ive been sick on new year's eve so you know what that means.
no celebration for me this year; not that i celebrate it every year anyways so yeah.

family's been away to KL last week, so i had to baby sit two of my precious nieces.
haha.
it was fun in a way, but damn its so hard when you're the only grown up there.
makes me appreciate my family even more yerrdeh.:P

not that i dont appreciate having them anyways so again,yeahh.

thank god there are my precious, so its not hard to baby sit them,
cuz they are well behaved, thank you sweethearts.(=

been to zim's house for xmas too and its my first xmas visiting LOL.:P
pictures are still with the darling, so i'll upload later insyallah.

its 2010 darling!
hopefully our friendship lasts for life.:P

omg i sound so gay again.haha.
anyhoots,
i love you so damn much woman.;)
p/s:look at my hair so kilat2 sinar2.WAHHAHA;P

and again,
its 2010 already,
looking forward for many years ahead with you too sweetheart.(:
i love you so so much.(: no words can describeeee how much i love you tyg!:D

anddd...
here's a photo for this new year.

BY;FYNNA ERFINNA.
you have NO rights to use, copy or whatsoever WITHOUT ANY PERMISSION.
lol.
yes.

harhar.

and!

TOODLES!:D

Love;
MissF.

2009-12-27T17:15:00.001+08:00

gaaah.i seriously need inspiration.
this one is a crappy one.ive got nothing to do and no model.haha.

aish ayra.:)

2009-12-26T22:39:00.001+08:00

another cover!:)

2009-12-26T14:40:00.001+08:00

ouch.:')

2009-12-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

source: here

not so teen.

2009-12-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

h e y.

i feel like im a troubled teenager.
err.
just that i am no longer one.
im turning 21 soon so yeahh.

but why do i feel like a troubled teenager?
because i just realize that im always the girl who sits at the back seat with my ipod on; in the car,
with the family.

meaning;i dont really talk to them anymore.
in car during outings with the family.
why?

im not so sure myself.
i guess whatever it is,
people just have to move on, go on with their life,
alone.

Teaser?

2009-12-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

practically what i did for today.;)

p/s; dont forget to spread the news people!:D

will add more in photo blog.;) take care darlings.

Xo's;
MissF.

promo promo!

2009-12-21T10:55:00.004+08:00

h e y peepos.

here's a special promo for you guy out there!

whoever who's interested for an outdoor portrait photo shoot,
for the time being its only

RM85/-

per person!:) Christmas promotion i would say.

so if you're interested do email me at

nurerfina@gmail.com

hurry while the promotion lasted!;)

Xo's;
MissF.

Mr.Jojoe!

2009-12-19T21:35:00.001+08:00

sayang lets take photos!
our photos!
:D

♥

2009-12-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

i am just insanely
in love with you.♥

lame!

2009-12-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

uhh now i feel like im super lame for not using tumblr.

LOL.

i knew im gonna have this feeling one day.
even after i said im not gonna use tumblr cuz im too lazy to learn how to and i am so effing lame omfg.

miss?

2009-12-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

you have NO idea how much i miss YOU.NO idea.:')

♥,
Fynna.

me!

2009-12-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

h e y.

ive been such a baby or childish or whatever that relates to that; lately.
not literally of course; or,, --.

ive mood swings, i get mad over nothing practically all the time,
and that equals to= upsetting people around me too.
blerghhh.

i know its wrong but im confused myself wtf.
sometimes eh no, most of the time i wish i don't think too much about unnecessary stuff.

i really am sorry, i didn't mean to hurt anyone in any ways at all.
seriously.

random;
i love you ohh so much ohh yes i do.
but please stop?
it breaks my heart every time i see you do that.
im fucking serious.
sometimes it makes think that maybe i should just leave;
because i cant stand it.

Xo's;
MissF.

p/s; i feel like cursing.bahahaha.

music.

2009-12-18T20:32:00.001+08:00

i want my own room.
why?
i wanna listen to the music,
full blast.

with no care.
please?

like now.
pfft.

im bored.
hehh.

hmm.

2009-12-18T19:14:00.002+08:00

they say if you cant beat them,
join them.

happy bday!

2009-12-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mama in!:)

and i bought her a vacuum cleaner woot woot!:P

have a nice day ahead darlings.

im looking forward for mine too.
lets hope tomorrows a better day shall we?:)

Xo's;
MissF.

hahas.

2009-12-17T00:13:00.005+08:00

h e y.

yeapp.im still awake,
when im supposed to be asleep already.

so,,
i was browsing through people's blog with the tv on..
and i realized that Hannah Montana was on;

in Bahasa Malaysia/Melayu;whichever.
it sounds super weird in BM.wtff.
they should not come up with those BM laa.
cuz at least thats where kids learn how to speak in english,no?
truee,i tell you.

one of my nephew changed the language to BM every single time he watches cartoons in Disney.
compared to my niece, she speaks English well, not superb but at least,,something.

and the nephew?
yeapp.he doesnt wanna speak English.
and so you can guess the result to that.

random-ness.
this makes me go awwwwww.
bwahahahha.
*credits to darling giz for this awesome photo.:)

total random-ness;
i wanna shop.shop.shop.

im so emo wtf.

2009-12-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

im here cuz ive no one.

2009-12-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

it hurts so bad when you do that.
why?

cuz it seemed like you dont care.

doubts.
everywhere.

hate.this.feeling.

at least reply once?
shitttteee.

i hate.myself.

labuan.

2009-12-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

h e l l O.

ive been back in miri two days now.
was in labuan for my cousin's wedding.

ive not been blogging for quite a while now and i think i still suck in blogging with words.

so here,
i just wanna say,,

lets go blue this time.
and so ive changed my blog skin after bragging all about it for few weeks already and yes,
finally.

simple blue.
i have no idea why.

ohh well.
night.

mood-less.

2009-12-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

mood-less.

i'll be back in a while.
i need to change my blog skin.
i need changes.

if you could just..ohh,never mind.

wedding:)

2009-12-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

lak upload gk.
i dont feel like blogging.

p/s;
i miss you shah faizal!so bad!:(

Xo's;
MissF.

Teaser.

2009-12-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

More in photo blog!:)

*malas mok blogging lok aa.lak laa.

thanks to cindy and roger!:)

Sweet Dreams!

2009-12-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Enjoy!;)
And see if you can tell which is me and which is Giz.;)

Xo's;
MissF.

2009-12-04T19:03:00.001+08:00

i is planning to change i belog skin.

IF i is find a nice one.

2009-12-04T10:41:00.002+08:00

STOP TREATING ME LIKE IM A PIECE OF SHIT WILL YOU?

IM NOT GONNA JUST SHUT MY MOUTH.
DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU.

life.

2009-12-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

life can be a bitch ohh yes they do.
and when they do boyy it hurts so much.
ohh well,who says life is a bed of roses anyways.

-
whatever it is,i still love you.
and i mean all of you.
whatever i do, the last thing i would think of is myself.
ive no one else and im not risking anything to lose you guys.
if one of you would ever think of leaving me,
i would probably ... .

thank you for being there for me.
thank you for protecting me all the time.
thank you for listening.
thank you for all the patience.

and

im sorry for being such a pain in the ass.
im sorry for being such a stubborn.
m sorry for being such a nuisance.
im sorry for everything that ive said and done.
im sorry for being all childish.

im sorry im not perfect.

maybe i just depend too much on people.
note to self;
be independent fynna. no one's gonna look after you for the rest of your life.

and sorry everyone for such an emo post.
and sorry im really bad with words that i dont know how to really say what im trying to say.

ohh.
im just super duper sorry.

i should just shut up now right?
i know.

blerghh im hungry and this headache is killing me.
ohh.
i wish.

Xo's;
MissF.

p/s:I Love you Mr Shah Faizal.Thank you for being there for me,all the time.

2009-12-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes its not as easy as you think.

maybe i should just stop being myself.

miss!:(

2009-12-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

YOU!
i miss you so bad.:'(

flashyy.

2009-12-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

played with the flash woohoo!:p

more on my photo blog.;)

* i wanna shoot in the rain:(

bff?

2009-12-01T18:34:00.003+08:00

euwness to the max.i look like a pig.fresh new hair cut doesn't look that good.always.harhar.

ohh.hello.:)

spent the day (yesterday) with the best friend weee:D
out with the best friend is always and i mean always a blast.;)
next up;
photo shoot with roger!
roger!roger me okaayy!
hahahas.

Xo's;
MissF.

HAHA.

2009-11-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

ok shoot me for blogging my hearts out today.

har-har.

i suddenly felt like blogging,
but Ive nothing to blog about; which ends to the crappy posts results.
im going out tomorrow that's good news yay!

***
sometimes you have something to say but you cant say it or didn't get the chance to say it till you just have to keep it to yourself or maybe its much much better if you don't say it out cuz it might hurt other people's feelings?or maybe ohkay you just have a problem saying it out politely.ok wtf am i writing here i don't know btw it was just a question so go think whether you ever feel that way and if you come up with a solution lemme know hahass.

bye now!

Xo's;
MissF.

love?

2009-11-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

doesn't the picture says it all?
no matter how imperfect my love is,
i always store it in here *points heart* for you.

love is; a lot of things.
perhaps a dream, gone if you wake up.

perhaps a drug, addictive.

perhaps a knife, stabs you when you're not looking.

perhaps a doctor, cures all you pain.

perhaps a song, stuck in your head all day long.

perhaps a nightmare, scares you to death.

perhaps a scar, that stays.

perhaps a lot of things.

love for your family, love for your husband, love for your wife, love for your fiancee, love for your boyfriend, love for your friend, love for your pets,, and the list goes on..

and i,
will be giving all my love to you.

*winks*

Xo's;
MissF.

myself.

2009-11-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

mind you,
i never get to have my own privacy.
never had something, that i own; alone.
never,ever i tell you.

ok maybe im exaggerating a bit but hey,thats how i felt, and feel.
so the ONLY thing that i feel like i really and i mean REALLY feel like its MINE,
is my camera.
and my passion in capturing moments.

it hurts when;ohh never mind.

Xo's;
MissF.

sigh!

2009-11-29T13:43:00.003+08:00

hello.
here's something that has been on my mind these few days.
should i just delete that post?
or maybe i shouldn't have post it after all but there's no way i can turn back the time,no?

just FYI,
i am not here to brag,i am not here to show off, i am not here to compete either.
im here,just to SHARE.
sometimes i get too excited about something,
and so the reason why i blog here and post up pictures and stuff.

i am JUST a beginner,
i want to IMPROVE.
i have NO INTENTIONS to COMPETE,
im just a nobody who had a hard time discovering herself,
and now that Ive found it,
thats why i try really hard to IMPROVE.

so could you please stop telling me that i have this and that,
cuz mann you will NEVER KNOW.
you will NEVER know.

peace dude.
hahass.
imma just sit at a corner and continue do my work.
ive never bothered you,and will never.
chill kay?

i dont share DETAILS of my life here,
so again.
you DO NOT KNOW.

chill will ya?
relax.im not gonna steal your spotlight if thats you're worried about.;)

Xo's;
MissF.

raya haji?

2009-11-28T15:06:00.002+08:00

heyyy there.
i dont feel like blogging nor going online lately.

i just feel like lying down and rest without a care and listen to songs..
and the list goes on.
im not actually tired or anything,
its just that i wanna laze around the house..
even perfect if im home alone.;)

celebrated raya haji at y gma's place, so yeahh.
im going off to labuan this 9th,
i am a bit excited to go, cuz its been a while i didnt visit my cuzzies there,
plus i get to do a wedding shoot for them so that excites me a bit.

but,i wont be seeing the boyfie before i go and that s super sad.:(
missing the boyfie loadsss!
love you muchos.heheh.

the car is here,
prolly means its gonna be easier for me to have photoshoots and stuff,
but its not like i get to go out as i please,
so theres no point after all.

okayy enough blabbing.
see what i mean by i dont feel like blogging?
i am boring enough,
but even worse now i might bore you to death.

goodbye now.

Xo's;
MissF.

Teaser..

2009-11-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

Teaser.;)

More on my photo blog.

Xo's;
MissF.

MU?

2009-11-22T19:37:00.003+08:00

blablablabla.
im too lazy to come up with words.
im tired.
so yeahh,
ive bought the latest cecelia ahern's book.
i dont even know there's a new book until i saw it in popular but i end up buying it in Belle's.
pfffft.
i need to STOP spendinggg~
my money went out like running water.
BWAHAHA.
nice english, no?
harhar.

and ohh?
that MU thingy is for the boyfie.:)
finally!
ive been looking for that for agesss i tell ya.
heheh.
not really the design that im looking for but yeaah since its so hard to find here so watevv.
lets just hope the boyfie loves it.;)

bahhh.
toodles!

Xo's;
MissF.

teaser?

2009-11-21T21:47:00.003+08:00

teaser? ;)

movies?

2009-11-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

one thing about being a media student,
its harddddd to enjoy movies.
trust me.
cuz u tend to judge,critique, well, basically have SOMETHING to say about the movie.
pssssshhhh.
that is so not fun.
its so hard for me to really enjoy a movie now.
so yeahh.
ive been watching few movies during my free hols;
and planning to watch more.
heheh.
so ive watched 2012 already.

its lame.
to me.HAHA.:P
its predictable, its too animated-ish, its just soo err unreal.
so yeahh.
:P

and this? its just ok lahhhh.

these two is good.go watch!hehehehe.

especially UPPPP!ok im so outdated but hell its a good movie!
hahahas.
ok blame me for loving cartoons so much.
bwahahaha.

feels like watching movies with hot chocolate,under a cozy blanky, awwwww u go on imagine.
i wish i can do that with me hubby.:(

ok lahh.
later.

Xo's;
MissF.

2009-11-21T18:52:00.003+08:00

yayy finally i bought myself a new earphone,cuz my ipod is earphone-less.hahas.
the old one errr died.haha.
so yea,i bought that,a decent but not too expensive one and also a decent speaker as well.
heheh.
one that prolly i can bring along to my photoshoots!:D
if only the batteries are well you know.
cuz i always feel like its better to have music during photoshoot.
hehehe.

and would you just look at that???
my tiny is so bossy!hahahahXD
sorry kotor aek.hehe.
and also 4 d photo quality.
hehehe.
but look at tinyyy omgggg!
hahahah:D
so bossy.
and also vain.
super vain!
hahahahah.
cutest thing ever.:)

and ohhh.
had a photo shoot today with kak nadia giz and d friends.
will upload soon (prolly.)
hehehehehe.:D

Xo's;
MissF.

wootss!

2009-11-19T20:52:00.003+08:00

heloo!!
look what the boyfie bought for me!:D
meet tiny!so cuteeeee.hehehehe.:D
ive another one, dah besar.hehe.
i like em small!
cuteeee!hehehehe.and he bought guppies too!weeee!ehehehehe.
but no pictures.hee.

okay im happy today!:D
cuz finally everything's here;)
meet my muffin.;)

and thanks again sayang,for the bag!;)

love you muchoss.:P

and ohh.this is what i did for him;)
for our 1st anniversary (belated:p ) prezzie.

ok lahhh.
im too excited to blog.

my white something is here too!;)

so yeahhhh.
definitely a great day.:)

toodles!

Xo's;
MissF.

:)

2009-11-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

im backkkk wooot woooot.:P
check out more in my photo blog please and thank you very much.
harhar.

bahhhh.
thats it for now.:)

Xo's;
MissF.

new

2009-11-17T19:05:00.001+08:00

follow who?me?you?
gettin' rusty.hehh.
need to start practicing again.
not in a mood to blog tho.

toodles.
i need someone;p/s.

Xo's;
MissF.

still FML.

2009-11-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

FML.

library.

2009-11-14T16:19:00.004+08:00

hellooooo.
ive more time to update now since its the holidays so yeah.

the last day i was in campus i went to library;
and you see, we have 2 floors,so u need to get in a lift la kann.

so i went in laa.
but i think this guy up here was probably

a) shy.
b) hates me.
c) scared of me.
d) hates the fact to share the lift with another person.
e) fill in the blank.

hahaha.
cuz he was like standing reeaaaaallly cloooose with the door lift;or is it lift door whichever it is,
and yeahhhh.

it seems like he wants to run out even before the door opens.
hahaha.

but im sure i smell nice laa.
cuz i just sprayed perfume and plus i smell nice so yeahh.
dont think so because i stink was the reason why.
hahas.

even before we went in, he looks at me as if he wants me to go in for the next one.
serious.
haha.

and ohh.
one secret from yesterday's post will be revealed today.

tahhhhdahhh!
okay it sounds ugleyh.

taaaaaa-daaaaaaa!:D

yeay,isnt it?yeay,no,yes,no?
hahahas.
still waiting for something.
so one revealed,
another one in.

two more secrets to be revealed.
konon laa secrets.
hehehe.

bahhhh.
shout out to hubby;
i love you sayang!

Xo's;
MissF.

upgrade?

2009-11-13T22:30:00.004+08:00

hello!

up,up,upgrading~
soon.

hee.
upgrading what?where?when?
guess.
you'll know very soon.;)

i did something today..
again,
you'll know very soon.;)

so much for an update ey?
im being all secretive today.
hehehehehehe.

my holiday started err today,
my last paper was yesterday so yeahh.
im kinda free now and i miss doing photoshoots boohoohoo.

and my mom is watching gerak khas now
and i still think its super lame cuz i think for many many years the stories are still the same.
sorry but yeah.
and omg they have international actors and man they suckk.
i mean,why not get the good actors??whyy ba?
economy.HAHA.
reasons why Malaysians dont watch malay dramas that much i guess?
assumptions.blergh.

im sorry im not very friendly with my words today cuz i think im just too lazy to think that much.
plus my english;its always all over the place (i think you should figure that out loooong time ago) so yeahh.

ive gained fat,but not weight.
hmm.
how is that possible im not sure.
im getting fat, especially my tummy;pretty tummy,
you wouldnt want me to describe more cuz it would sound gross.
harhar.

*even my boyfriend thinks im fat now.sigh.
HAHA.
thats how serious it is.
teehee.
well probably i would still look hot and confident?
HAHA.

or.....
maybe not.
haha.
i wanted to paste my face there but im just too lazy.
HARHAR.
just imagine la kay?
i dont mind.lollollol.

bahhh.
off to bed.

:P

Xo's;
MissF.

2009-11-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

told you my life lately is pretty much being around her.bwahaha.
just so you know we're both straight.
HAHAS.
ohh yeahh it was raining.reason why we look like that.hehe.

ohh.HELLO peeps!:D
so yeahhh,as i was saying,
life is pretty much being around with that woman.
hahaha.
we did a cover of hush hush by pcd todayy yayy!
im gonna upload here and tell me what you guys think kay?;)

ohh how i wish i have my own room that has echos.
hee.at these times i wish i have my bulky muffin.grr.it was really a nice scene.(:

bahhhh.

Xo's;
MissF.

floppppss.

2009-11-10T21:05:00.004+08:00

hello!(:

we bought the same flip flop yayyy!:D
*sorry gamba kaki.hehehehehehehhehehe:P

harhar.:P
i love you darling.HAHA.:P

p.s: sayang, you buy me a jersey jak kay so that kmk spasang ngn sayang.HAHAHAXD

so yeahh,my life lately is pretty much being around with that girl up there.
hehehehe.
exams almost done then yay!
three months holidays for me boohoohoo.
hopefully it wont be a boring one this year.
sigh sigh sigh.

ehh btw im super pissed off by that guy.
please?fuck off.
i dont belong in your life circle so shooooo.
stop acting like you care when you dont.
its too lateee and dont disturb me cuz i dont care either.
seriously.

i may look stupid but i know stuff.-quote by giz 2009.
yeapppp.

i may not be the smartest person you have ever met, but i do have a brain if you didnt notice?
grrr.

bahhh.
i go do something else first.

youuu.
stop "talking" to me as if im gonna care and "listen".
eeeee.

Xo's;
MissF.

nooo.pls?

2009-11-09T20:20:00.008+08:00

please ohh please do not let me fail.
dont lahh kay?i is dont want fail anymore.
im trying as hard as i can ohh please no failllll!!!

google?

2009-11-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

heyyyy.
my lecturer used to say or answer us this;
everytime when we ask questions to him.
his answer would always be,

"go and google it."

or

"if you don't know what that means,google it."

so,you see, earlier tonight i was wondering if i could do this?

naaah.tried to press enter but nothing useful.heh.:P
so i guess some things never change ey?
hehehehe.
in the end it will always look like this.

so again,
good luck peeps.

and to the most important person who needs luck(s) the most,
good luck fynna.

Xo's;
MissF.

sighhh.

2009-11-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

but,
i understand.
i seriously do understand.

and i hope you do too.
and yes,i seriously do hope you understand why im like this.

haih.

2009-11-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

.....all you need to do was say sorry all the way.
at least i know you felt guilty to me,
at least i know im still important,
at least i know that what i feel; matters to you.

~~im sorry but i cant help to feel like ive been betrayed;in some ways.~~

emo.

2009-11-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

warning.
one emo post coming up ahead.

seriously,i have never been so effing stressed as now ever in my whole life.
i feel like everything is turning its back on me wtf.

okay maybe im exaggerating much,
or maybe im not.

i think somehow all these are just too much for me to handle at one time.
with finals coming soon (like VERY soon), with me not knowing my internal marks, and not knowing how to actually study like, in a proper way, with some other problems keep on coming my way, and things that i didnt expect to happen,just happened.

it feels like ive been thrown out of the window and crashed to bits.
seriously.

i may sound pathetic to write all these bullshits here;
but YEAH ITS MY BLOG SO WHAT.leave if you have a problem with it.
am not trying to do anything here but you see sometimes when you dont know what else to do or who to turn to anymore its always good to write about it.
err and let the whole world know(like what im doing right now)

that,you have to think twice or even more,
buttt the fact is that its actually not really a good thing to do,so whatever.

and to think that tea's gonna make my day today pfft.(okay thats random)

i am grateful for all the things that happened to me,
yes really,
and thank you to those people; who uhmm well just thank you for every single thing.

omg im like all clueless i dont even know what to do,or feel or uhmm yeahh,
and im like here typing craps wtf and even chocolates doesnt work for me now.

i dont know what to do,
im not sure how to face all this,
im not sure how would you react if i dont react the way you expect me to,
or if i react the way that you wont like me to.

(shiteee i hate this feeling(s) a lotttt fuck fuck fuck.)

okay im like typing and deleting typing and deleting typing and deleting wtfff.

okay i think i seriously need help.
but i cant tell this to anyone.i cant.
i just cant.

which makes my condition and feelings even more worse fuck fuck fuck.

okay now i think like i should state that my blog is not for all ages cuz i swear too much wtf.

okay i think i should STOP.

2009-11-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

hello!(:
been spending study week with darling here.
hehehe.
good luckkk for your exams everyoneee!:D

this?
because im just too lazy to put on my own sandals and i had to go to the toilet and i borrowed giz's flip flops.HAHA.

i feel so ~~small.~~ NOT.
hahahahahas.
but yes,the slipper is wayy to big for me.( i know over lalu jakk)
but again, its WAYYYYY TO BIGGG.
HAHAHAHA.:P

but whatever it is darling,
i love you to the max!!:D :D

p/s: i love your picture there nak?
but my face is like bleerrghh,so i edited.LOL.

Xo's;
MissF.

cookiee!

2009-11-05T17:18:00.004+08:00

loooookkkk!!!
super cute okay?
hahahahhaa.

bahhh.
thats all.

;P

xO's;
MissF.

campus.

2009-11-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

hello.
its study week now and im in campus studying.
kononnya laaa.
eh eh.
yes i do study.heheh.

ive photosss!
but i cant share with you now cuz im in campus blogging.
hehh.:P

theres pretty much nothing to share right now just that i need to get back on my studies.

good luck for your finals peeps!:)

im off.
wow i feel so professional typing on this seriously loud and noisy keyboard.

toodles.
Xo's;
MissF.

p/s; it makes me feel like i dont wanna stop typing eventho i have to like delete a lot of times bcuz of the number of typos that ive made.:D

tweetdeck.

2009-11-02T20:43:00.003+08:00

hello.(:

im left with one more assignment and then i can concentrate on my finals.
boooo.

so now that i have installed tweetdeck, i pretty much dont have to open my browser and hit the f5 button each time.(:

thanks to them peeps who are using tweetdeck so now im using it too.:)
hehe.

bah bah .
need to do my work.

Xo's;
MissF.

people.

2009-10-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

I don't get it when people can be so ummm i can say maybe stupid at times.
How people are selfish and ignorant.

I'm not talking about myself or my life here,
this is just something that came up randomly.(well not really random but yeahh.)

I don't understand, when people does not appreciate what they have,
after all of the things that other people had done for them.

It's like when you give candy to someone,
they took it and just walk away.
Without saying thank you, or even smile.
or maybe even worse,
they even shouted at you for nothing.

heeeelo.

2009-10-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

hello!(:
i wanted to update my so-not-popular blog yesterday, but i was to damn tired.
so yeahhh.yesterday was the screening for one of my unit; which is FTV111, and i tell ya,
the movie is damn nice!(:

but sadly we're gonna watch the ending this monday.hehhh.

had this in lecture (cuz i was trying to make myself stay awake) and boy it sucks.
it doesnt taste like the last time i had it!! booo them.
maybe cuz of the "rasa diperbaharui" ?haha. it doesnt taste nice at all.
so change the recipe back nescafe!:P

what else did i do on friday?
i dont dress like usual.heh.not weird, but not the way you would see me dress everyday.
hehehehehe.

not sure people like it or not tho.maybe thats gonna be my last time wearing that.hee.:P

today i was at bintang plaza the wholeeeee day.
i totally forgot about the event that im supposed to cover todayy.
thank god i remembered like few hours before and made it in time.:P

(omg look at my face on the first one LOL)
i'll tell you what i did in my next post or tomorrow i promise.:P

have some chocolate anyone?;)

go try cadbury desserts;creme brulee.
super nice!!:)

p/s: i love you muchos sayang.

nights peepos.

Xo's;
MissF.

rain rain go away.

2009-10-29T21:23:00.004+08:00

im here again.
i left few minutes ago but i keep coming back here so i figured to leave something here
and bore you guys to death.

it rained the whole today.

two of the things that i hate the most are;

driving at night & driving in the rain.

just because i couldn't see very clear.
literally.
sometimes its even blurry and yes, i am wearing my spectacles.

and ohh.
i wanna do a halloween shoot so bad.
mishyyy you wait.
hahahahahhaa.

and ohhh.
while i was writing this there's a mosquito fell on my keyboard muahahaha.and it was still moving when i took that photo.==.'
wow never knew my bulky sony 2mp phone camera produce good photos.
haha.

i'll be backkkkkkkkk.
just because im supposed to do something more important than this.:P

Xo's;
MissF.

2009-10-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

hello!(:

first thing;
i actually need to do assignment (S) ,but im here...which is not really surprising so yeahh.

so lets see..
what can i share todayy?
this.syasya wrote a letter to her mom and dad cuz they're coming home tomorrow.
awww ~~cute.~~
so go ahead and awww all you can if you think that's cute.
haha im so mean wtf.
soo yeahh.
i overheard her talking to her mom on the phone about what she did for her mom..
and in the end she said..

(after she reads everything that she wrote in that paper)

"love from your syasya.
syasya mok tulis your daughter tapi syasya x pandey spell."

translation;
" i wanted to write love from your daughter syasya but i didnt know how to spell daughter so i wrote love from your syasya."

hahahahahhahahas.
i shouldve taken a video of her saying that to her mom.
:P

other than that;im not so fringee anymore.for now.
cuz im too busy to bother.
haha.
its always like this when im too busy.
finals coming nooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
hello purdy eyebags and coffeeesss.

baaahh.
off to start doing my assignments.
that im supposed to hand in tomorrow.
hahahahhahaha.

Xo's;
MissF.

today.

2009-10-28T14:52:00.003+08:00

hello!:)
happy 28th october everyone.(:

today,meet cookie monster.
:]
a gift from me to hubby errr i dont remember when.
hehehehee.
cute,no?

big headed cookie monster.
hahas.

later lahh kayy.

toodles.

Xo's;
MissF.

shoot.

2009-10-27T20:25:00.001+08:00

ohhhhhh shoooooot.

i just realize there's no archive wtf.

daaaaaaaaaaamnn.

//edited.

fuuuhhh.
nasib snang ato.
hehehehehe.:)

lets try.

2009-10-27T20:10:00.004+08:00

owlaa peeps!(:

feeling tired?
no one to help you urut?
received this from mail from a friend.hehehe.
maybe you should try?click for a larger image.
hehehehehehehehe.*grins*

(ohh wait.my phone is jammed.)

soooo.went to class just now and this is basically how it looks like in class.

or......
just how my MCCA lecturer looks like.

*mind you,this is not one of my favorite class.:P
teehee.

wwooooopppseee.:X
shhh.
hahahahahahahs.
im so dead if my lecturer reads this.
hehh.

so ive two deadlines for his class this friday.
not my favorite too.
uhuhh.
and one journal for FTV class on Tuesday next week.

and then....
FINALLLSSS.

note to self;
FOCUS BITCH.

harhar.

and with all that done,
im basically done with my semesterrrr woot wooot.

what else is interesting to do ahh?
i know im lame and boring already but im becoming more lame.
sheeshhkepeesh.

ooohh.
i feel like eating donuts.
but i wanna look hot.
not cute,hot.
like tss~
hahahahas.

bah bah.
later ahhh.

Xo's;
MissF.

me.

2009-10-27T10:49:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy.(:
this is pretty much how i look today lol.
curi2 amik gmbaa woot woot.
i stopped using contact lens for the time being boohoo.cuz somehow my eyes just cant blend with contact lens iknowmyenglishsucksballswtf.
one classic webcam picture coming right up!have a nice day peeps.
im off for breakfast.

Xo's;
MissF.

fishhyyy:)

2009-10-26T21:18:00.004+08:00

ola!
meet bobo.
and vain.
andddddd astro!

hehehehehehehehehehe.
meet the fish-es!:D
will take a much better quality photos soon kayy?:p

p/s:i dont like fish-es.
harhar.guppy-s are cute tho.
still,i do not like fish-es.:P
but sometimes theyre interesting to watch.
hehehehehehe.:D

im off!
nights!

Xo's;
MissF.

tumblr?

2009-10-25T21:24:00.004+08:00

everybody's like so into tumblr now.
should i change?
the answer is nawpp.
why?
cuz ive never been good in blogging anyways so yeahh.
thers no point.
heheh.

ive no idea how to be a good blogger.
i think im not really the type of person who talks a lot (riigggghhhttt)
but somehow when i think about it its not about how much you spend your time on talking.
hahahahas.
im jusst bad in writing i guess.
plus im pretty much a boring person so i guess i just have nothing much to share.

maybe i should be a taxi driver for a day and share my story?

hahahahahahha.

good night.(:
Xo's;
MissF.

sunday(:

2009-10-25T20:05:00.001+08:00

hello peeps!:)
how was your sunday?
i dont really like to go out on weekends but today was a bit different i guess.
i had to bring syasya to go out and "have fun" cuz her mom is flying off to labuan this morning.
so i was basically the baby sitter for the day!:D

went out the wholeeee dayyy.
im just too lazy to tell every details,so yeahh.
im too lazy to take pictures cuz my digicam wasnt at me,so yeahhh.

im still not feeling well,
and im exhausted.
and i miss someone boohoohoo.:(

ok lahh.
thats all.

Xo's;
MissF.

new!

2009-10-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

heyyyy.
changed my blog skin again.
a much simpler one i think.
i cant hold on to one skin too long lahh.
hehehehe.
so hope you like it too!
its clean,and fresh, and very simple.
and black.
hahahahahahas.

nite!
Xo's;
MissF.

//edited.

i just realized that there's no title in every post.
somehow i think thats a good news!
so i wont have to think of titles now woot woot!:p

long time no see.heheh.

2009-10-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

hello.
its been a while since the last time im here,no?
heheh.
been busy with my studies fml.
harhar.
ive not feeling very well lately i dont know why.
sigh.
last time it was flu and now its flu and coughing combined together.
whyyyyy.

so you see i did this one so-called logo for my gma's bread.
a very very simple one. i think my designing skills are pretty much gone already.
i wish ive cs3 or 4 or smth!
hehhh.so here it is..
so its landscape cuz the bread will be packed landscape-ly.hahahahha.
we decided to use black cuz no one have ever used black for bread packaging before no?
hahahahaha.
purple cuz my gma likes purple.hehe.:P
why that tag line?
bcuz before this my gma did this bread business thingy,
then she stopped, and till now people keep asking her when is she starting back the business!:D
soooooo to the people in miri,
wait for it okayy?
product halal from miri.:P
nyaman dan lembut rotinya.
hahahahahaha.

ok lahhh.
i think thats about it for now.
later.
take careeee.

Xo's;
MissF.

Wavess.

2009-10-19T18:37:00.002+08:00

Edisi ombak.hahahahas.
bukan main napok camera takut knak aek,tapi basah jwak duhal tali nya.==.''

enjoyyyyy!:D

Xo's;
MissF.

lost?

2009-10-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Helloooo.
Lost?
Everything seems to be out of place and some;lost.
I don't know where to, when did they disappear, and all the details.

Me?
Somehow I managed to not feel lost too.
Not the usual thing that I would feel, but yes.
I am not lost.This time.Not anymore.

One after another.....
It's okay.
People are like that.
They come and go.
No?
Yes.
I've seen them myself.

Take Care Darlings.

Xo's;
MissF.

2009-10-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

grr.

2009-10-16T11:28:00.001+08:00

some people are just plain stupid.

gahh.
im pissed off.
stop being such an asshole will you?
i dont like you.
no.in fact i hate you to the max.
im just being nice,ok?

go away go away now.
shoooo.

gentlemen dont kiss and tell(:

2009-10-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

coverrrr!!!:x

p-r-i-v-a-c-y!

2009-10-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

i want privacy.

PRIVACY.

because you're just ohh so uncool.
get it?

our lame day!:P

2009-10-12T15:44:00.003+08:00

whats the date again darl?
sorry im really baddd with numbers.haha!
ohh you know that.right?harhar.
btw these are the pictures wootwoot!
lets cuciii!mok mok mok?
okaay this post looks like its especially for you!;p

enjoyyy the pictures darl!:P

Xo's;
missF.♥

hypocrite.

2009-10-11T11:00:00.002+08:00

have you ever met a person who is actually NOT what you see on the surface?
well i have.
seriously, its so hard for me not to like err burst.
trying very hard not to be sarcastic.
trying hard not to leave comments on her stupid status updates.
i know i may be stupid too for bothering that much about her but i just.cant.help.it.

note to self;
do.not.judge.the.book.by.its.cover.for.the.billion.gazzilion'th.time.

today's gramma's birthday.(:
had a photo developed specially for her; i'll prolly takeapicture of it and post it here k.
maybe.

nothing much have been going on with my life;
just that im glad the semester is ending soon.
wish me luck peeps.
have a great weekend.

! jUsT pLa!n h@t3 h3r!

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha.:P
sorry mun sesiapa trasa.
serves you right.
lol.

omg im so evil wtf.

toodles!

xO's;
missF.

try.to.listen.if.u.can.

2009-10-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

2009-10-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

it seems all hope is gone...

update?(S)?

2009-10-08T09:23:00.004+08:00

heloooo.
i just feel like being here today writing craps.
i really need to improve my writing skills wtf.
i actually have this essay to hand in tomorrow; and i totally forgotten that today is already thursday wtf.
i am extremely moody and the boyfriend is leaving today.
and i; havent even start doing my essay and i still have this PR plan that i have to do.
and not to forget a sudden collage that the lecturer suddenly asked us to do that needs to be hand in on monday wtf.

i know,wtf right.
sheesh.

i feel like joining nuff nang; but i have a feeling that it wont be a good idea cuz i dont think so there are people who reads my blog anyways.
so maybe i can put it in my photo blog?
but again; i still dont know how that thing works anyways so i'll think about it.
im thinking of ways to earn some extra money; for my retail theraphy.
ughh.life sucks when you dont have money to spend freely.
but im not saying life's not good now tho.
hehehehehehe.

anyhoooossss,
enjoyed THE lame day with darl!
when i think about it kan, we're always random la darl.
hahahahhahhhah.
but whatever it is i love you muchoosss.(:
thanks for being there for me ALL THE TIME.
muahahahaha.im gonna upload more of our pictures soon kay?
need to find time to edit a bit.:P
p/s: she says we both look like our DADS.hahahahaha.:p
true,maybe.
:P

thats it.
K.THX.BAI.
cliche;i know.

im gonna get myself few glasses of coffee.

shoutout to hilda:how come there's no free coffee in miri starbucks yesterday?:P

BIRTHDAYYY!xD

2009-10-07T20:06:00.004+08:00

*photo by waynne ning(:
a quick shoutout to my dearestttt!

someone's a big girl today!:P

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY AMOI SAYANG JESSICAAAA!:D

have a blast on your day okayy?
sayang kamu le amoi santekk.
stay pretty okay?;)
take good care of yourself.
love youu!
hugggsss!(:

2009-10-06T09:23:00.001+08:00

why do i feel like relationships has it own expiry date?

because you make me feel that way.

maUmi d fat cat!:p

2009-10-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

credits to maumi the cat; and man & kroll; as the owner of the cat.muahaha.:P

in my photoblog the layout and pictures are all over the place,but here you can easily click on it for a larger view kay?;)

Xo's;
missF.

woOtwoOt!

2009-10-04T14:08:00.001+08:00

;)

i can be boring most of the time.
so im just too lazy to think of what to write.
im happy with one shot i took today!!
enjoy!;)

take care darlings.

experimentss.

2009-10-02T21:42:00.001+08:00

i neeed inspiration(s)!!!
gaaaaahh.
enjoyy!;)

Xo's;
missF.

that driver.

2009-10-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

was in a rush.
going back home around 7pm maybe;from campus.
met loads of weird and ignorant drivers along the way;

but that driver has gotta be the most interesting one for now.
he's on top of the list!
he was driving reaaaaallll sloww;i think around 40 or so.
slowwww.and i was behind him.

he THOUGHT he was going straight when he's not.
nang slowwww lalu to make sure he's going straight.
but he's not.
he almost langgar a van time belok; and the van mmg tgh stop.and he; was driving realll sloww.

okay i suck in story telling so yeah.
hehehehe.

Xo's!
missF.

finally!!

2009-10-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

helloooooo peopleee.
gawd i miss blogging.
well err kinda.
ive been trying to log in to my blog since noon!sigh sigh sigh.

so tomorrow's a big day for curtin-nians.
its the prommm!
hehehehehhehehehe.
p/s:im not goin tho.hehe.
not my time this year i guess.
its just here at the not-so-right moment.

BUT!
to those whose goin,have fun alritee!
looking forward to click at yer blogs; and look at the pictures and all the pretty dresses!:D
teehee.

it seems like im always( well almost) here when im moody;or emo.
hahh.
what to do.
i think someone special is going to visit me very very soon.
the main reason why im moody.
there's nothing much to share though,
life's been hmm i'll just say okayy,
and!
im still not over raya.
i just do not know why.
looking forward to vacayssss.

i need emmmm.
KK and labuan coming soon.
i need to stop being all emo and super sensitive and i seriously need to get a life.
ok.too.much.info.

okayyy so thats it for now i'll be back very soon!
im off to eat.
sheesh.im eating like a pig lately.
hope i wont become one!
harhar.
i know,lame.
thats my middle name now.
same goes to the BFF.haha!:p
but no matter what you're still on top of my list;the one i loveee the most.hehe.

ily bff!:D

Xo's people.
brb.
missF.