Me and my ohh so lame journey.

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I write random stuff here, and hell, im not really good with words you see.
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heyy.
you know,every time i log on to my blog,there's this dashboard thingy where you can see you followers,and blogs that you follow right?
sighh!one thing i hate about it is that im following yasmin ahmad's blog..
it never fails to make me feels a bit sad to see that no ones gonna update her blog anymore..
sighhh.
i wonder my followers will feel the same way i do,but when I'M gone.
owhkayy that wasnt a prayer nor a wish,
but i mean everybody will soon be gone,right?as in die.
so yeahh,i did wonder and still; whether people will miss me or not when im gone.
crap,but yeahh.

i think i seriously need an attitude change or something.
cuz i feel like the way i think now is emmm how do i say this?
a bit emmm uhh i dont know,childish maybe?
but there are certain things; emm for example things that belongs to me;
belongs to ME.
i mean, when i make them as my priority,im hoping for the same exact thng from that person too.

okay okay i know you cant have a person all to yourself,(im not just talking about a person/people, even things.)
but you see,like i said,i want the same thing in return.
or adakah saya kurang kasih sayang maka saya mahu kasih sayang yang tidak berbelah bagi daripada seseorang?hahahahahhahaha.

blame me,but thats who i really am.
and somehow i think its time for me to change.
whats on my mind is, i'll act like i dont have that thing thats gonna give me all those shits that i want, so i wont be hoping all those shits anymore.
how does that sounds?
well,sometimes you just have to sacrifice a bit.

in my case,lets just see how long can i stand not being a priority.

alaaa,x sempat dating ngan boyfriend tercinta today cuz ive class.
but somehow i think going to class(es) gives me inspiration(s).
so hopefully it wont stop;and its gonna stay that way.

note to self;
try to enjoy your fucking life even you dont get all the attention that you want.
try to read more and just fucking focus on your studies;its gonna help me, take those shits off my mind.
i need to change,change,change.

Have a nice day ahead people.

Xo's;
MissF.