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be kind. rude people suck.

+ (0 comments) / top bermula dgn gmba en macam d padang paser:p
(yes,thats you fakhrain:p )
as promised;) thank u en mbak mek oank kua jap!;)
more other pictures Ive captured that day;

click here!

xoxo,
Miss F.
*9.23pm + (0 comments) / top hello people!:D
been busy,with school,with part time jobs,uhh in short;hectic week.
went out with sara hunn yesterday..well,not planned cuz actually we're supposed to do this editing for my latest work.but she's all excited about getting her own dslr to play with;so we headed to N's studio!hehehe.

will upload pictures soon,not now;ive gotta edit THE pictures first.

note to self; learn more.
ask more.
think outside the box.
read more.

so ive figured out what to do for extra income,and now to promote myself.beginner,but no harm trying and gaining experience,right? there's no such thing as; everybody likes what you're doing;or spesifically in my case;not everybody likes the pictures that ive taken. but wth,i will try to improve.needs more equipment though.trying hard to save money to buy maybe a new lens or a flash. lotsa things to do;so little time. uhh normal.

had fun being hired and all,tired,yes,but yeay me for my very first event!:D

p/s:wont be uploading the event pictures anywhere i guess.==.'
im not satisfied with it.sighh.we'll see if i would change my mind.


i miss you giz.(:

Xoxo,
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top
more in my photo blog soon!;)

Loves;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top received a shocking + really bad news.
giz,
:(
please ohh please get well soon ok?
i really hope you're ok!!
i love you darlin.:(

**edited:
glad that you're okay:) get well soon darlin! + (0 comments) / top heyyy.
one word.tired.
exhausted,no?
with finals around the corner,assignments due,blablabla,,
everyone's just plain tired.
one thing i just figured out;
being a photographer is seriously tiring.
i mean,its not that im complaining or anything,i loveee doing what im doing,
but when it comes to wedding,or events,
its seriously tiring;especially when you are the only photographer.
so note to self;
work with your partner.;)

click here to visit my duo photoblog.:p

lets see..
things to do;

1) IT project
2) Malaysian studies team project
3) ECS individual presentation

uhh what else?am i forgetting anything?i hope not!

went to this wedding today;hired(yerr) as their photographer for the day.
will upload soon,i guess.wait till my school works are done.
uhh i sooo need coffee.
anyone?

p/s:i miss the boyfriend.:(
p/p/s:i know my post are a bit all over the place,uhh i mean,err,,uhh nvm im tired anyways.=='

Loves;
Miss F.
*7.24pm + (0 comments) / top hey thereeee!
yeay me cuz ive finally had my picture taken!
weee!cuz you see,i usually work behind the lens,but this time,i tried to be in front of the camera woohoo!:p im so excited about it cuz somehow my pictures turn out great!(well for me of course.;p)
thanks to the girlfriend!and also,took her pic too,so for more;as usual,
visit my photoblog!:)

http://fynnaerfinna.wordpress.com/

and also;

http://heartsealed.wordpress.com/

take care people!

Muchie loves;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top mr you-know-who-you-are,
from now on,
you're gonna be my photographer!
hahahahxD
i know im camera shy,(yeapp.that's TRUE i tell ya.)
but i dont wanna be!
so you're gonna be my photographer!
weee:D

LoveLove;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heyyy.
so ive been moody,busy,bursting out,crying,yelling,having fun,all at the same time.
mixed feelings?lol.
im seriously tired like hell,mentally,emotionally.
i have a lot of freaking assignments,
and like other students would always do,
we just lovee to do it last minute.
and ohh.as usual,i haven't started a thing yet.

great.
and the boyfriend's leaving.
ughhhh.

i'll update more soon okay?
rush rush rush!

outta here,
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top i think(again) its mothers day today.
is it?

if it is,
then happy mother's day!:D

edited**woopsyy.i think its tomorrow.==.'
i love my mom okay?
so everyday is mother's day!;p

Lotsaa loveee;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heyy people.
enjoy your life while you can okay?
don't spoil your day for someone moody like me.
or don't even bother reading my ohh-uncool-emo-post,aite?
cuz you'll be facing more n more emo post for the day,
and don't tell me i didn't warn you.

so..
i figured i should not give out my opinion,
or specifically giving a yes or no answer in future,
cuz somehow i feel its pointless,and it doesn't make any difference at all.
so much for telling me that i could say no,ey?
so at least now after thinking about it,
i should just let them think for themselves and just do whatever their heart desires.
looking at the fact that i am a lonely person,so boring and anti-social i would say,
so i might as well let other people happy right? xD

its not that i don't want to be a part of it,
ohh how i wish i can!
but again,here's a little note for myself;
you can't conquer other people.
they're not yours,
they need their freedom too.
sighh.unfortunately kan?haha!kidd.
the last thing i wanna do is being a control freak.;)
or a queen control as they would say.

im not mad,or anything,,(loud and clear)
its just that there are some tiny little details that somehow,,
pops up,and hell,i don't even know where its coming from,
and its seriously disturbing.

is it the insecure feeling,
or just plain jealousy?

*just in case if you were to read this sooner or later,
please,extra please do not ask me about it okay?whats done is done.:)

and ohh my Mr Marshy,
i love you with all my heart.

Lotsa Love;
Miss F.
7.20pm.

*fuck. i guess i'll have to state the time till giz decides to help me with my blog clock.==.'
+ (0 comments) / top hey.
bet your life is waaay better than mine.
im so bloody moody,and i worry about things that im not suppose to worry,
and hell,something is really bugging me.
and there's this one huge(ok ok not so huge,,) thing that's happening(or perhaps not happening)
and it scares the hell out of me.
shit.
i need to relax a bit.
sighhh.i just can't.
unless that one particular thing is finally here,
then i guess i wont worry that much.

so you see,
im not the kind of person who really goes out,
as in out out.you know.
it's either with the family,or just some close (when i say close,it means with family's approval)
friends(girl friends i mean).
at times,(ok ok most of the time) i would complain about not given all the freedom i need,
you know,a teen would need to feel that sometimes.(though im bloody 20 years old already.)
so,basically my life includes being around my family,(all the time.not that im complaining)
my boyfriend and my girlfriends.(which i have maybe 3 or 4 or 5 but definately not more than 10, for the time being,,the close ones & who i'm regularly keeping in touch with)
i wont complain about me having them,but you see,for me,having them is enough.
i dont need whole bunch of friends who secretly hates me.
in conclusion;i just need them.

well,on the bright side,i have them,obviously,but somehow sticking with only them makes me feel im lack of confidence(trust me on this.ohh shucks now the whole world knows) and,to be honest, its making me one jealous freak.(very serious and silent one.again,now the whole world knows.not so silent anymore i guess.)

i would say i dont mind,but i do.
i would say go have fun without me,but i dont mean it.
i would say im busy when they bring me along,but instead actually im not allowed to go.
sigh.

even if i know in my heart i could trust them,
but who knows they're gonna find someone else to replace me with.
uhh emo emo.

its not that im being uhh i dont know,
a person full of nonsense(just by thinkin that way)
but you see,once their gone,
and thats it.
im all alone.
i hate to admit that,
but its the bloody fact.
unfortunately.

note to self;
get a life.my very own.

Xo,
Miss F.
3.46pm + (0 comments) / top i tried not to care,
tried not too bother bout it too much,
but urghhhh i just can't!!
damn damn damn.

i hate this insecure feeling.:(

it makes me sad.
booohoo.

Xo,
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top somehow i complain almost all the time about people;
how they don't understand me.
but you see,
i don't understand other people either.
i mean,i just don't understand people.
when it comes to sharing problems,maybe some of it;
i do understand;but maybe just cuz i've been through it.

do you think spending more time with people will make us understand them?
hmm..i wonder..
ohh well.
we just need more time to understand them,that's all.

one has their own half.
if one doesn't fit,go look for another one.
even if you don't look for them,
they will surely come to you.

so i guess that's why,
we should not be giving up our life;
even if we lost someone that we love.

we all know if its ever going to happen to us,
we will surely go through the crying-a-lot-till-your-eyes-are-red-and-puffy phase,
the everything-is-wrong part,the ohh-i-should-have-not-dumped-him,
the ohh-i-am-a-lonely-person feeling,the ohh-you-just-dont-understand-how-i-feel-u-think-u-do-but-u-dont thingy,the ohhhhhh,ahhhhhhh,or just the im-numb-i-cant-feel-anything-anymore.

but it will all go away...
of course not on the spot,
but it will,sooner or later.

some people think that it's just ridiculous to feel all that,
but we just need to let it out.
some people cant stand looking at people who feels that way,
but they're just being protective;not wanting us to get hurt in any ways at all.

so,no matter what,
things will get better,

yes they will.
but one thing i personally hate the most is,

making the right decision.
is there even such thing?
you tell me.

take care people,
Miss F.


+ (0 comments) / top
Hello people!
Updates!:)
More pics on my photoblog,as usual..
this one,it's slightly different from the one in my photoblog..
cuz im just too lazy to edit.hee.
both are edited,but just slightly different.

click here for more!

Loves;
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top heyyyy:)

did an unplanned photo shoot today.
kinda like pre wedding thingy.

prolly will upload the pictures soon.
wait for it kayy?(:

here's one;)
nyte!
Loves,
Miss F.

when two hearts become one,
nothing can ever tear it apart.(:
+ (0 comments) / top some things are better left unsaid,no?

things that we should know,
but we just don't wanna know.

sometimes it's good to keep it as a secret.;)

and ohh.

happy mothers day!:D * i think it is.:p sorry if im mistaken!:p

enjoy your day people.
tata.:)

Loves,
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top ohhh spongebob in MTV?

thats new. + (0 comments) / top sometimes it's hard when you're the only one.
sometimes it's harder when you're not the only one.

sometimes we need more attention,
at times we've had enough.

sometimes we need them to understand,
at times we just need them to try to understand.

sometimes i wish i am a boy.
sometimes i wish facebook loads faster.
sometimes i wish she could just stop pretending.
sometimes i wish he could just stop trying.
sometimes i wish she knows.
sometimes i wish he knows.
sometimes i wish they know.

that's just how life is.
unfortunately.

Loves,
Miss F. + (0 comments) / top "ahh~a new day.sun,shine on me."

"now time for a deeeeeppp breath~"

"inhaleeeeee....."

"duhhhhhhh.*coughs* ==.' "

based on true story.

seriously,does anybody even realize this? im no environmentalist,
but when it comes to the air that i breathe,it's becoming an issue.
the sad thing is,we fuckin share the air.

come on,who likes to wake up in the morning and all you see is; nothing.
why?cuz it's covered with thick smokes.(ehhh.jerebu baa.ngee:p)
pleaseeeeee helppppp!!
stop it peopleeeeee.
go die alone.dont bring people along.

that day,when i was with my family,
we saw 3 or 4 bush fires along the way.==.'

imagine jogging with this:
again.==.''
i cant stand it anymoreeeee.
can i have my very own air for me to breathe,just me?:D

p/s:i don't know what to believe anymore.
im just too tired of this nonsense till i cant even complain any longer.
no no,this doesn't relate in any ways at all to this post.

Love,
Miss F.